One more TRY... or One LAST ATTEMPT?

I am going for Level 1 AGAIN this year.

I have less confident this year. I had more time to study last year but not this year. Work has been more stressful. I guess I won't have extra time to do revision in the office like before.

If I fail again this year, I really don't know whether I still have the passion or desire or motivation or intention or time or whatsoever to do it again.

It seems like there are so many things waiting for me to do. I want to get a driver's license, I want to learn some other things I really like (like painting, gardening), I want to save some money and go travel, travel and travel...

Last time, I nearly did it but a fail is a fail. I am not sure whether I will come that close this time.

Ah, anyway, I will just try my best...As for the rest... time will tell...

Oshiyawase ni~

For the whole week after the Melaka trip, I was looking forward to Big Bro's ROM on 20/08/2008 (Wednesday).

Monday, I was down with high fever. When Big Bro sent me a reminder sms about his big day, I informed him that I was sick. He asked me to rest well cos he couldn't wed without me.

I knew he was just kidding when he said he couldn't wed without me, but it made me feel important.

When he decided to tie the knot with his girl friend, I was one of the first to know that. He invited me to be his witness. My signature would be on his marriage certificate!!!! I was so excited about this and I didn't want to miss the day myself!!!!

Thank god on Tuesday, the fever went down and on Wednesday, I was fit and conscious enough to witness him.

With my signature on the cert, I surely hope Big Bro and his WIFE will Live Happily Ever After. (and I know they will)

PS. Thursday, I returned to work, Friday, the fever came again...

My Motivation~

这个八月很热闹。英超开始了，北京奥运也在如火如荼的进行。

这几天晚上我都在看游泳项目的重播， 特别一定要看蛙泳项目，一定要看北岛康介。

我不是十几二十岁的少女，对于这个二十七的日本泳将， 我并不迷恋， 但是我却不想错过任何他的比赛。

在这个被西方人， 尤其美国和费尔普斯称霸的‘水立方’，北岛康介这张东方脸让我不至于对游泳这个我最爱看的运动项目产生冷感。

刚刚看完了两次200米蛙泳的重播，北岛康介在这次京奥的比赛划上了完美的句点。

今晚之后我不知道还会不会盯着电视看其他比赛的重播。这样也好，我可以多睡一点了...

So Ti~~red~~

I'm going to Melaka for the weekend. Though it's only a two day trip and Melaka is just 2 or 3 hours away from Singapore, I am really looking forward to it. Actually I can't wait for it to come.

Though I have been working at least 9 hours per day for the last few weeks, work still keep piling up. I have given up playing catch up with the news.

I really need a break! I really need to get out of here!

Melaka, here i come~